I often cuddle with my three year old son, Josiah, right around his bedtime. He usually falls asleep in my arms. I treasure these moments as a small glimpse of what heaven will be like. One particular evening God used my son to paint an especially significant picture of the Father’s heart toward me.
During an extended period of quiet, I thought my son had fallen asleep. As I was about to pull away from him he pulled me back into his embrace and whispered: “daddy, I need your love.” Holding back tears, I responded “I need your love too.” The tears started to overflow when I heard God whisper into my ears:
“The way your heart is being impacted by your child’s expression of love towards you is the same way My heart is impacted when you express this type of love towards Me. When you seek my face, telling me you need my love, genuinely desiring nothing else but Me, my heart cries tears of overflowing love for you.”
As if my son was listening into my conversation with God about seeking His face and not His hand, Josiah gently put his little hands on my cheek and said “look at me Daddy.” In that still moment, with his eyes he was telling me he loved me. And with my tear-stained eyes, I was telling him I loved him too. He fell asleep looking into my eyes.
As I held my sleeping son, I cried at the realization that the One who is all-sufficient would allow his heart to be impacted by our expressions of love for Him, weak and finite as we are. Nothing can compare to the profound sense of significance that I receive from knowing the impact my love has upon my Father’s heart.